It is nice to think that 286.4 is my breaking point, to say "That is it! I am losing weight now. NOTHING will stop me!". And a year later still be at it.
But that's not how it happens. I get to my "breaking point" and spend a month losing 10-20 pounds. Then over the next couple months it all comes back plus some. When I graduated high school 200 was my breaking point. When I broke up with my first boyfriend 225 was my breaking point. My breaking point has stretched as far as the waistband in my favorite pajama pants (miraculously, still from high school).
Maybe by revealing myself to you, things will change. The commitment will stick. Maybe not. But it can't hurt to try something new.
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